Adjusting to life

without my grandma has been very difficult. It still feels like a dream that she is no longer here. I know she's not here because someone daily reminds me that she is gone. I miss her so much. I feel now I have no one to talk to. She used to get me through the things that we upsetting me. Now what do I do?

to me!
Well it's official. I've been on earth 29 years. Technically my birthday is the 29th, but since it only comes every 4 years, I celebrate my bday on the 28th. My mom celebrates it on the 1st. I always tell her that my birthday is not in March. She still doesn't listen. Oh well what can you do.

Besides I am not much in the mood for celebration. I am too busy wallowing in my sorrow. You can call me selfish or whatever you want. I don't care. I just want my granny back.